Hello!!
Happy New Year!
Yep, welcome 2016 '^-^
So, it has been two years eh? Ehehe..he
Two eventful years. fuhhhh.
I've changed workplace 3 times since the last time I wrote here.
When I reread my earlier posts, I ended up laughing.
I sure have problems with writing maturely, haven't I?
To be frank, I am still having that problem.
Anyways, a little update on my life.
In January 2014, I was transferred to JPJ Selangor.
There was restructuring done by JPA, where they appointed JPJ's officers instead of my people.
I believe I've never disclosed my profession so I'll just refer to it as 'my people'.huhu
It wasn't even a month after that I was again transferred.
This time to JPJ HQ in Putrajaya.
hmmmm, working in HQ was a nightmare to me.
I ended up being problematic, rebellious and flat out lazy.
Urghh, just typing about it bring back bad memories.
Once again, I clashed with my Director.
I did doubt myself okey.
It felt like I was the problematic one.
What are the odds that I ended up with a lousy boss again, right?
People say that if you're having problem with everybody, it might be that YOU are the problem, not everyone else.
However, this boss beat the others by miles in terms of being a lousy boss!
I do not want to 'slaughter' him here, because I know that I am far from being a perfect staff myself.
It is enough to say that I did stand up to him big time.
I have never dream of having confrontation with my boss, but with him, I'd done it multiple times, up to my last day.
Oh yeah, in November 2015, I got promoted and was able to transfer back to Kelantan. wooohoooo.
I now served at JKJR Kelantan ^_^
One more thing, my father passed away in August 2015.
On the 21st, if my memory serves me right.
It's queer, isn't it?
This should be the highlight of my post, the death of my father is no small matter, right?
Until today, I am still disconnected with him.
I am so sorry dad.
That's just how our relationship goes.
Cold and disconnected.
Okey, writing about my father's death reminds me of my half-siblings.
God, I beginning to hate them.
Remember before this, I told you that I do not have any feelings towards them.
No resentment and of course no love. Duhh.
However, after my father died it felt like they are trying to force their presence in my life.
Helloooo, we are strangers.
Our whole life, we have never reach out to each other.
They live their lives, I live mine.
And all of sudden, they barge in into my life just like that.
I won't back off this time.
I should consider your feeling?
What about my feeling?
Have you ever see it from my perspective?
I have been an only child my entire life.
You guys have each other AND our father since the beginning of your live.
Yes, I once yearned for siblings.
Well, that was a long long long time ago.
I am almost 30 now ( in 11 days, i'm getting older T_T)
It was too little too late, don't you think?
So yeah,
That's basically what had happened to me these past two years.
I promise to write more frequently ( I'll try!!) because I love writing.
It reminds me of the little thing (or not too little) that happens in my life.
Babai!!
* Ah, no Ohno-thingy ninja-ing in this post. :P
