Is feeling down again..

Hi^^

I feel like I'm THE best at making people hate me.
It's weird. I am always afraid of getting too close with people around me.
I'd always tried to put a distance.
and when they DO pull away from me, I'd feel lonely.And guilty.
I'm such a weird girl with complicated feeling.
.............

Let's put those bad vibes aside and let's write about my activity today.

I went to office around 9 a.m
Did a bit of 5S.
Then around 4.30 I went to KB Mall and had a shopping spree!! Yay!!

First thing that caught my attention is RM399-worth Panasonic camera!
I'm such a cheap person, my eyes got trained to catch anything with DISCOUNT on it!!
haha

I mean, a digital camera with
1) 12.1 megapixel
2) 2 years warranty
3) 2gb memory card
4)lithium battery
5) and it's RM399!!

where else can you find another digicam with all the above priced under RM400??!!

I just have to BUY it!!
haha

Though I don't buy it straight away..heehee
Went around and bought a blouse and a tudung.
I bought the digicam before I went home..

let's discuss the other materials that I bought.
The tudung, I like.
However, the blouse?
It is a total disaster!!
I couldn't fit in it!!
How come?? It's already XL!!

Apparently I got stuck somewhere in the upper area..
I'll try and change the blouse for another blouse when I come back from Terengganu.
Oh, yeah..
I'll be going for 3-days course in Terengganu
We all have been looking forward to this course.
It's like having vacation yo!!

HAH!
Look how fast my mood swings.
From depressing to excitement.
Guess I'll write the not-so-good happenings before I write the good ones.
That way I'll be remembering the good, happy things!!

Babai

Just another day..

Hi^^

I hate work today!
Neverending Galas report thingy..
I swear I'd throw up the next time I heard that word again!

And what with the weird atmosphere between my bosses..?
They used to be quite close and all of sudden it seems like they just throw each other cold shoulders.
Since I'm supposed to report to both of them, I am kind of stuck in between
I suck at interpersonal skill.
I somewhat have the feeling that I made things worse between them.
And I don't know EVEN know what I did to made me feel like that way..!
Talk about low self esteem..
I'm sorry that I'm such a lousy subordinate..

.................

I have a confession to make.
I'm too obsessed with what onions to choose, I can't concentrate on writing!
haha
Lame me.huhu
Maybe I should write first and choose the onions later

All in all,

I suck at work today too..

So, babai :)

Oh, wait.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OHNO SATOSHI
I'LL ALWAYS ADORE YOU, YOU CUTE OLD MAN

Hajimemashite ^^

I have just realized that I have this blog for almost 2 years!
And I haven't even made ONE post!!

Thanks to those cute onion heads, I've decided to use this account instead of LJ and Friendster.
Those 2 give me enough headache trying to figure this whole script stuff

So, yeah!
Welcome me to another blog!!

Hopefully, I'll be able to write to my heart's content here


That's all from me