SOOOOOOOOOOO,
why do I hate work so much?
Am I that negative that I hate everythig, EVERYTHING?
Stupid office with its ,okay I'm going to be rational, impossible staffs!
Damn it!!!!!
I hate it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Stupid, stupid,stupid!!!
Just listening to the voices outside makes me want to strangle each and every one of them!!
STUPID!!!!!!!!!
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Feb 6th
What the hell??!! *point above*
I must have really lost my mind that day.
I don't even remember why I was so pissed off that day..
I really don't remember!
It's like the weirdest emotional explosion I've ever experienced. It must be VERY weird that I completely forgot what it was about..hmmm
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
I really only post when I'm at office..
Hi..
I am demotivated again.
What's with me being so lazy, so unmotivated when it comes to my job?
What is it that I look for in my life?
What di I want to do with my life..?
I don't know, I really don't know...
I am demotivated again.
What's with me being so lazy, so unmotivated when it comes to my job?
What is it that I look for in my life?
What di I want to do with my life..?
I don't know, I really don't know...
Sunday, January 9, 2011
It seems like I'll only post when I'm at office!
Hi ^^
I only post when I'm at office ne.huhu
I can't help it yo!
Being at office is boring, BORING I tell you!
Talking about having no motivation to do my works kind of reminds me to my friend, I.
She would usually cheers me to have motivation to go to work.huhu
Today too, when I sms her saying that I have no motivation, she said something.
Soething like I should be getting myself a 'special' friend a.k.a boyfriend!
LOL, I will not do that!
It's not that I don't believe in love, it's just that I feel like I'm not worthy of it.
The 'me' right not do not deserve it.
Maybe one day, when I feel like I'm worthy of someone's affection thn I'll be looking for one :P
A lot of my friends are either getting married or engaged.
I don't feel envious, in fact I'm happy for them.
It does feel weird, though.
Because when I tried imagining myself in their place, I feel like I would fail it.Totally.
What if I am not meant to have family Y_Y
I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone!!
Yep, I'm getting older.
These days I can't help but keep on thinking about marriage etc etc.
I don't want it now, I'm soooo NOt ready for it now.
I'm too selfish to share my life with someone else..
I only post when I'm at office ne.huhu
I can't help it yo!
Being at office is boring, BORING I tell you!
Talking about having no motivation to do my works kind of reminds me to my friend, I.
She would usually cheers me to have motivation to go to work.huhu
Today too, when I sms her saying that I have no motivation, she said something.
Soething like I should be getting myself a 'special' friend a.k.a boyfriend!
LOL, I will not do that!
It's not that I don't believe in love, it's just that I feel like I'm not worthy of it.
The 'me' right not do not deserve it.
Maybe one day, when I feel like I'm worthy of someone's affection thn I'll be looking for one :P
A lot of my friends are either getting married or engaged.
I don't feel envious, in fact I'm happy for them.
It does feel weird, though.
Because when I tried imagining myself in their place, I feel like I would fail it.Totally.
What if I am not meant to have family Y_Y
I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone!!
Yep, I'm getting older.
These days I can't help but keep on thinking about marriage etc etc.
I don't want it now, I'm soooo NOt ready for it now.
I'm too selfish to share my life with someone else..
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
It's already 2011!
Hi ^^,
Happy New Year!
Akemashite Omedetou Gozaimasu!!
It's been days since I last wrote.
I pretty much forgot recent happenings ~fufu
Owh, we got that damned 5S thing.Thank God!
huhu
Em, what else..
Owh, the other day I was almost involved in an accident yo!
It was entirely my fault.
I kind of spaced out for a moment, got distracted by one pak cik that took the wrong turn.
I was saying to myself " Ui Pak cik. You can't go there.It's one way route la"
And that moment the traffic light turned red.
I saw the many motorcycles started moving, but my spaced out brain was very slow picking it up.
Instead I went " Why are they moving already..?"
I saw the many vehicles started moving, instead of hitting the brakes, I went faster..
It's not until some kind (or maybe angry) souls honked did my brain started functioning again and hit hard on the brake..huhu
I'm very dangerous when I'm spaced out.
That day I was very spaced out though. I didn't even remember why..
Oh, my crazy online-manga-reading antic is back!
I've been staying up late until 5.30 a.m in the morning for 2 consecutive nights!
hoho
Can't blame myself for that.
I've been looking for online Muhyo to Rouji ep 34 adn above for as long as I remember.
Eh wait..What make me start searching for the series again?
Something reminded me of that series, but I couldn't remember what it was called.
So surfed the many manga sites and started to look in the 'M' list. somehow I remembered it started with 'M'. hoho
After I found the title, I started to look for ep 34.
Then I found it in Mangahere.My long-awaited ep.34 is there. ep. 34 up to ep. 126!
Being the enthusiastic manga-freak that I am, I read it all to my heart's content! ehehe
Though what pisses me now is the fact that it stoppe at ep.126 when there are 156 of it.
Where the heck can I find the rest?!!! *is very pissed*
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I didn't post this before because I want to add something, but I forgot what! huhu
So I'll just post it as it is ^^
Babai
Happy New Year!
Akemashite Omedetou Gozaimasu!!
It's been days since I last wrote.
I pretty much forgot recent happenings ~fufu
Owh, we got that damned 5S thing.Thank God!
huhu
Em, what else..
Owh, the other day I was almost involved in an accident yo!
It was entirely my fault.
I kind of spaced out for a moment, got distracted by one pak cik that took the wrong turn.
I was saying to myself " Ui Pak cik. You can't go there.It's one way route la"
And that moment the traffic light turned red.
I saw the many motorcycles started moving, but my spaced out brain was very slow picking it up.
Instead I went " Why are they moving already..?"
I saw the many vehicles started moving, instead of hitting the brakes, I went faster..
It's not until some kind (or maybe angry) souls honked did my brain started functioning again and hit hard on the brake..huhu
I'm very dangerous when I'm spaced out.
That day I was very spaced out though. I didn't even remember why..
Oh, my crazy online-manga-reading antic is back!
I've been staying up late until 5.30 a.m in the morning for 2 consecutive nights!
hoho
Can't blame myself for that.
I've been looking for online Muhyo to Rouji ep 34 adn above for as long as I remember.
Eh wait..What make me start searching for the series again?
Something reminded me of that series, but I couldn't remember what it was called.
So surfed the many manga sites and started to look in the 'M' list. somehow I remembered it started with 'M'. hoho
After I found the title, I started to look for ep 34.
Then I found it in Mangahere.My long-awaited ep.34 is there. ep. 34 up to ep. 126!
Being the enthusiastic manga-freak that I am, I read it all to my heart's content! ehehe
Though what pisses me now is the fact that it stoppe at ep.126 when there are 156 of it.
Where the heck can I find the rest?!!! *is very pissed*
------
I didn't post this before because I want to add something, but I forgot what! huhu
So I'll just post it as it is ^^
Babai
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