The ever depressed me..

Hi,

Please knock some senses to my disfunctional brain..!
I've been doing the same job scope for the past 2 years and I learn NOTHING!
Even I myself am dissapointed by my incompetence, let alone others who work with me..
I tried but then nothing seems to change.
Maybe I didn't try hard.
I know I didn't try hard.
Like now. I told myself that I'd be finishing some unfinished task.
But look at me, I'm writing here..!
Sheesh, be more responsible!!
OHHH< Ganbarimasu!!!