SOOOOOOOOOOO,
why do I hate work so much?
Am I that negative that I hate everythig, EVERYTHING?
Stupid office with its ,okay I'm going to be rational, impossible staffs!
Damn it!!!!!
I hate it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Stupid, stupid,stupid!!!
Just listening to the voices outside makes me want to strangle each and every one of them!!
STUPID!!!!!!!!!
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Feb 6th
What the hell??!! *point above*
I must have really lost my mind that day.
I don't even remember why I was so pissed off that day..
I really don't remember!
It's like the weirdest emotional explosion I've ever experienced. It must be VERY weird that I completely forgot what it was about..hmmm
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
I really only post when I'm at office..
Hi..
I am demotivated again.
What's with me being so lazy, so unmotivated when it comes to my job?
What is it that I look for in my life?
What di I want to do with my life..?
I don't know, I really don't know...
I am demotivated again.
What's with me being so lazy, so unmotivated when it comes to my job?
What is it that I look for in my life?
What di I want to do with my life..?
I don't know, I really don't know...
Sunday, January 9, 2011
It seems like I'll only post when I'm at office!
Hi ^^
I only post when I'm at office ne.huhu
I can't help it yo!
Being at office is boring, BORING I tell you!
Talking about having no motivation to do my works kind of reminds me to my friend, I.
She would usually cheers me to have motivation to go to work.huhu
Today too, when I sms her saying that I have no motivation, she said something.
Soething like I should be getting myself a 'special' friend a.k.a boyfriend!
LOL, I will not do that!
It's not that I don't believe in love, it's just that I feel like I'm not worthy of it.
The 'me' right not do not deserve it.
Maybe one day, when I feel like I'm worthy of someone's affection thn I'll be looking for one :P
A lot of my friends are either getting married or engaged.
I don't feel envious, in fact I'm happy for them.
It does feel weird, though.
Because when I tried imagining myself in their place, I feel like I would fail it.Totally.
What if I am not meant to have family Y_Y
I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone!!
Yep, I'm getting older.
These days I can't help but keep on thinking about marriage etc etc.
I don't want it now, I'm soooo NOt ready for it now.
I'm too selfish to share my life with someone else..
I only post when I'm at office ne.huhu
I can't help it yo!
Being at office is boring, BORING I tell you!
Talking about having no motivation to do my works kind of reminds me to my friend, I.
She would usually cheers me to have motivation to go to work.huhu
Today too, when I sms her saying that I have no motivation, she said something.
Soething like I should be getting myself a 'special' friend a.k.a boyfriend!
LOL, I will not do that!
It's not that I don't believe in love, it's just that I feel like I'm not worthy of it.
The 'me' right not do not deserve it.
Maybe one day, when I feel like I'm worthy of someone's affection thn I'll be looking for one :P
A lot of my friends are either getting married or engaged.
I don't feel envious, in fact I'm happy for them.
It does feel weird, though.
Because when I tried imagining myself in their place, I feel like I would fail it.Totally.
What if I am not meant to have family Y_Y
I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone!!
Yep, I'm getting older.
These days I can't help but keep on thinking about marriage etc etc.
I don't want it now, I'm soooo NOt ready for it now.
I'm too selfish to share my life with someone else..
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
It's already 2011!
Hi ^^,
Happy New Year!
Akemashite Omedetou Gozaimasu!!
It's been days since I last wrote.
I pretty much forgot recent happenings ~fufu
Owh, we got that damned 5S thing.Thank God!
huhu
Em, what else..
Owh, the other day I was almost involved in an accident yo!
It was entirely my fault.
I kind of spaced out for a moment, got distracted by one pak cik that took the wrong turn.
I was saying to myself " Ui Pak cik. You can't go there.It's one way route la"
And that moment the traffic light turned red.
I saw the many motorcycles started moving, but my spaced out brain was very slow picking it up.
Instead I went " Why are they moving already..?"
I saw the many vehicles started moving, instead of hitting the brakes, I went faster..
It's not until some kind (or maybe angry) souls honked did my brain started functioning again and hit hard on the brake..huhu
I'm very dangerous when I'm spaced out.
That day I was very spaced out though. I didn't even remember why..
Oh, my crazy online-manga-reading antic is back!
I've been staying up late until 5.30 a.m in the morning for 2 consecutive nights!
hoho
Can't blame myself for that.
I've been looking for online Muhyo to Rouji ep 34 adn above for as long as I remember.
Eh wait..What make me start searching for the series again?
Something reminded me of that series, but I couldn't remember what it was called.
So surfed the many manga sites and started to look in the 'M' list. somehow I remembered it started with 'M'. hoho
After I found the title, I started to look for ep 34.
Then I found it in Mangahere.My long-awaited ep.34 is there. ep. 34 up to ep. 126!
Being the enthusiastic manga-freak that I am, I read it all to my heart's content! ehehe
Though what pisses me now is the fact that it stoppe at ep.126 when there are 156 of it.
Where the heck can I find the rest?!!! *is very pissed*
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I didn't post this before because I want to add something, but I forgot what! huhu
So I'll just post it as it is ^^
Babai
Happy New Year!
Akemashite Omedetou Gozaimasu!!
It's been days since I last wrote.
I pretty much forgot recent happenings ~fufu
Owh, we got that damned 5S thing.Thank God!
huhu
Em, what else..
Owh, the other day I was almost involved in an accident yo!
It was entirely my fault.
I kind of spaced out for a moment, got distracted by one pak cik that took the wrong turn.
I was saying to myself " Ui Pak cik. You can't go there.It's one way route la"
And that moment the traffic light turned red.
I saw the many motorcycles started moving, but my spaced out brain was very slow picking it up.
Instead I went " Why are they moving already..?"
I saw the many vehicles started moving, instead of hitting the brakes, I went faster..
It's not until some kind (or maybe angry) souls honked did my brain started functioning again and hit hard on the brake..huhu
I'm very dangerous when I'm spaced out.
That day I was very spaced out though. I didn't even remember why..
Oh, my crazy online-manga-reading antic is back!
I've been staying up late until 5.30 a.m in the morning for 2 consecutive nights!
hoho
Can't blame myself for that.
I've been looking for online Muhyo to Rouji ep 34 adn above for as long as I remember.
Eh wait..What make me start searching for the series again?
Something reminded me of that series, but I couldn't remember what it was called.
So surfed the many manga sites and started to look in the 'M' list. somehow I remembered it started with 'M'. hoho
After I found the title, I started to look for ep 34.
Then I found it in Mangahere.My long-awaited ep.34 is there. ep. 34 up to ep. 126!
Being the enthusiastic manga-freak that I am, I read it all to my heart's content! ehehe
Though what pisses me now is the fact that it stoppe at ep.126 when there are 156 of it.
Where the heck can I find the rest?!!! *is very pissed*
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I didn't post this before because I want to add something, but I forgot what! huhu
So I'll just post it as it is ^^
Babai
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Can I say I understand how Ohno feels?
Hi again ^^,
Can I say I understand what Ohno feels most of the time?
The feeling of having people pour their feelings to you, but you don't know how to respond to it..?
I had my friend pouring her frustation towards her staffs just now.
I listened to her but I really don't know what to say to ease her..!
This reminded me of what Aiba said about confiding in his Riida.
He said that most of the time Ohno listened without saying anything, so much so that he suscpected if Ohno was listening at all!
If Ohno is in the same situation as ine, then I understand exactly how he felt.
We listened, of course we listened.
But we don't know how to respond!!
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That wa yesterday.
Today I am feeling sleepy. So like Ohno eh,hehe.
I can't help but include him in almost every post I made :P
I can't help it since I am so desperately 'in love' with him.haha
I mean, look at him. That cute oji-san is too adorable for my weak heart!
Not to mention him being multi-talented.
He may not be as bright as Sho or as sharp as Nino and Matsujun, however he is a genius in his own way.
He is a genius in his art and his dance choreography.
It is the same way as Shakespear being a genius in literature.
So there you have it.
The genius Satoshi who can be cute, masculine, sexy and female-like pretty.
It's true yo!
Look at him during his Maou days, or any period where he kept his hair long and black.
I kind of understand why he doesn't like long hair.
Because he looked very pretty like a woman!haha
That and of course he hated the feeling of hair brushing his nape and forehead.fufu
Not to mention it's hot too.
LOL at me!
Look what have you done to me cute old man.
I end up memorising every little things you mention!
I envy te way he can come out with single line that makes everyone laugh.
I guess he really is a gentle person with 'wild' passion.Opps, remember the 2008 scandal?
I refuse to believe it, but deep down inside I knew that it carried some truth in it.
My cute, spaced-out oji-san is a very 'active' and 'wild' person!
haha
Enough ofmy stupid rambling.
I am just killing some time before the 5s auditor comes to our section.
All of us can't seem to be able to do any job!haha
Babai
Can I say I understand what Ohno feels most of the time?
The feeling of having people pour their feelings to you, but you don't know how to respond to it..?
I had my friend pouring her frustation towards her staffs just now.
I listened to her but I really don't know what to say to ease her..!
This reminded me of what Aiba said about confiding in his Riida.
He said that most of the time Ohno listened without saying anything, so much so that he suscpected if Ohno was listening at all!
If Ohno is in the same situation as ine, then I understand exactly how he felt.
We listened, of course we listened.
But we don't know how to respond!!
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That wa yesterday.
Today I am feeling sleepy. So like Ohno eh,hehe.
I can't help but include him in almost every post I made :P
I can't help it since I am so desperately 'in love' with him.haha
I mean, look at him. That cute oji-san is too adorable for my weak heart!
Not to mention him being multi-talented.
He may not be as bright as Sho or as sharp as Nino and Matsujun, however he is a genius in his own way.
He is a genius in his art and his dance choreography.
It is the same way as Shakespear being a genius in literature.
So there you have it.
The genius Satoshi who can be cute, masculine, sexy and female-like pretty.
It's true yo!
Look at him during his Maou days, or any period where he kept his hair long and black.
I kind of understand why he doesn't like long hair.
Because he looked very pretty like a woman!haha
That and of course he hated the feeling of hair brushing his nape and forehead.fufu
Not to mention it's hot too.
LOL at me!
Look what have you done to me cute old man.
I end up memorising every little things you mention!
I envy te way he can come out with single line that makes everyone laugh.
I guess he really is a gentle person with 'wild' passion.Opps, remember the 2008 scandal?
I refuse to believe it, but deep down inside I knew that it carried some truth in it.
My cute, spaced-out oji-san is a very 'active' and 'wild' person!
haha
Enough ofmy stupid rambling.
I am just killing some time before the 5s auditor comes to our section.
All of us can't seem to be able to do any job!haha
Babai
Is at office again..
Hi,
I tried.
I really tried.
Still, being at office is definitely not to my liking.
BORING.
Being at office is boring.
Why the hell can't I enjoy my time at office?
I hate my job as well.
I strongly believe that I don't suit this job..
I suck at dealing with people and I actually dislike dealing with people..
Am at fault for hating being with people?
Yep, I admit defeat..
I am aware that no man's an island, but I really suck at being with people.
There are times when I want to be left completely alone.
It's like "Go away! Don't disturb me.."
Weird thing is there are also times when I want to be with people..
Of course that is when I have no Arashi to watch! haha
babai for now, need to settle this stupid 5S thingy.
How boring..!
I tried.
I really tried.
Still, being at office is definitely not to my liking.
BORING.
Being at office is boring.
Why the hell can't I enjoy my time at office?
I hate my job as well.
I strongly believe that I don't suit this job..
I suck at dealing with people and I actually dislike dealing with people..
Am at fault for hating being with people?
Yep, I admit defeat..
I am aware that no man's an island, but I really suck at being with people.
There are times when I want to be left completely alone.
It's like "Go away! Don't disturb me.."
Weird thing is there are also times when I want to be with people..
Of course that is when I have no Arashi to watch! haha
babai for now, need to settle this stupid 5S thingy.
How boring..!
Monday, December 27, 2010
Is bored..
Hi,
Today I came in late to office.
haish, have very, VERY low motivation when it comes to work.
I have already thinking about going home even BEFORE I reach office.
Haish, I wish I could borrow some of Ohno's motivation.
He whines a lot, but he still get the job done. He still ends up among the earliest person to be at his workplace (wherever it is).
He used to not care about his work.
However after being very late once, though he still made it for the live show,he realized that he'd become a burden not only to his bandmates but also to the staffs of the show.
Eversince that incident, he makes sure that he arrives early.
I can't seem to 'hammer' that logic into my twisted brain.
I know that I've become a burder to those who work with me, still I refuse to change!!
Ohno-san, please come and make my brain works the way it is suppose to work!!
Ohno, you cute adorable old man..I envy you Y_Y
My lunchtime already.Am hungry.
So babai
Today I came in late to office.
haish, have very, VERY low motivation when it comes to work.
I have already thinking about going home even BEFORE I reach office.
Haish, I wish I could borrow some of Ohno's motivation.
He whines a lot, but he still get the job done. He still ends up among the earliest person to be at his workplace (wherever it is).
He used to not care about his work.
However after being very late once, though he still made it for the live show,he realized that he'd become a burden not only to his bandmates but also to the staffs of the show.
Eversince that incident, he makes sure that he arrives early.
I can't seem to 'hammer' that logic into my twisted brain.
I know that I've become a burder to those who work with me, still I refuse to change!!
Ohno-san, please come and make my brain works the way it is suppose to work!!
Ohno, you cute adorable old man..I envy you Y_Y
My lunchtime already.Am hungry.
So babai
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